Dear Sarah,

Sorry for not writing sooner. Lot of family happenings last week. None for me though. I didn't participate. Too busy with my own issues.

Bought that box I needed. It's the exact same size as my former box, just a few years older and a different color. Candy apple red, instead of black. I'll just have to get used to it. Still don't have that job yet. Charlie wants me to meet the owner for a second interview. I've had pretty good luck getting jobs from multiple interviews. Usually I dress in a suit, but for this job I think I will just dress well. No tie. We'll see.

Last night, I did things that were really stupid. I thought of you, and maybe those thoughts of you pulled me out of them. I often thought you pulled me out of those opportunities even when you were here. I wanna call Hanna again, but a. I'm not ready to be presentable to her, and b. she's so beautiful that she probably has someone new. I'm not afraid to try, just I want to be more presentable.

I saw Hope and Stef the day after I saw your Mom. Hope was appreciative that I looked after your Mom. I feel for your whole family, and try to help whenever and however I can.

I'll write again soon,

Love Forever,

John